How Do I Say That I Love You?
I lay in bed, thinking how to type the words
I love you
But I always wonder if I really do
or if I love the idea of you.
Our distnace is great, but could our love be greater?
I trick myself into thinking so, have you done the same?
You're hardly available to no fault of your own
but, would that weight down on you? On me?
You know I'm fragile.
How often do you think of me?
Are your posts coded messages that only I can decipher?
Or am I alone in this?
I can only ask for signs,
Not for understanding.
Just another test in the game of love—
I can only hope that we are the prize.
How do I say I love you?
I don't know,
I hope that you know.